December 2009
38 posts
LET'S DANCE TO JOY DIVISION, AND CELEBRATE THE...
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so we just did it and i didnt feel the same.
i think my feelings are going.
you cant do that
a note i wrote to myself
if i could live a different life
i would
it would be filled with emotional people
so maybe i should change
be a different person
someone people want..
i would be good at writting and spelling
but im not
yet im happy with who i am but
i cant be everything
i just want someone who makes an effort with me
the key word is “were”
soooooo sooo soooo
im hoping that things will happen at new years.
things ive been dreaming and hoping of.
that you will come back.
and change your mind.
realise how much i fucking care?
but hey. im just throwing my heart out there.
and you know what.
it will just be scrunched up and thrown in the dirt.
“IF I WASNT FAT PEOPLE WOULD LIKE ME!”
– MY MIND
i miss you.
I know that im not the most skinnest girl & the prettiest girl & im not as good as her. but i can promis you that she will never love you like i will , she wont cry over you like i have, she wont be there every step of the way.
doesnt this all just suck.
when you feel as if you need something but to them its nothing
kelsea pygram is the maddest bitch going my new friend
“It’s not easy to live like this. Without love, I mean. Getting up everyday to a...”
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so i havent written anything on here in ages.
because well.
i havent had anything to think.
but now i do.
i think that i have nothing to complain about. at all.
i have a great family. a good life.
maybe not the best looks or personality.
but im still lucky. for everything i have.
but then.
there is everything that i dont have.
and thats what im here to say. i have somethings that people...
